Day 129 March 12 2014: Something I've always felt...

As we laid there she asked me, "Why do you love me?"
"I don't know, I just do."
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"I don't know, there are many things I love about you but I don't know why I love you, I just do."
Her face wrinkled and was upset by my answer so I had to try to explain.
"I love so many things about you and I find more fun and new things everyday to love about you but I don't know why I love you, I just do. I think I always have, like it was something that I've always felt but I didn't know what it was till I met you. The second our lives merged I knew I loved you and I knew that I always have. That won't ever change, I'll always love you, I always have and I can't lose something I've always felt even when I didn't know what it was and now that I know that it's love, I know I'll love you for always."
"Good answer...and that's why I love you!"
"That's the only reason?"
She smiled a half smile, her eyes looked at me and said proudly, "...and you rub my feet, if that's not love I don't know what is!"

I always felt something for her even before I met her, I can't explain it and I know that everyday that feeling gets bigger and better.

Love is something that happens, you can't choose who you love but you can choose how you let them know.

Make sure you let them know.

Day 128 March 11 2014: For now and always.

You may not know this now, if not, then you never will.
I find beauty in your flaws, I find grace in your clumsy footsteps,
I find an elegance when you mumble, and I find myself with you.

I find peace in your anger and hope in your loss,
I find greatness in your failures, I find strength in your weakness
I find joy in your tears and I find myself in you.

I've lost myself once before but I never thought I'd found myself in someone else,
Every little bit of you, both good and bad, I find more and more of me in,
I want more of me in more of you, heart, soul, and body.

I never want you to feel lonely, for as long as I love you, you'll never be alone.
I will love you forever and for always.